The time is long when I want it's so long to be.
Why I decide write about it first in english this way?
'Caused by feeling gave worst mark from Math today than I though it will be.
Some of you maybe thinks it's hard to study in language gymnasium. Yes and no. Sometimes I need only listen in lessons without being scared before exam, I'm sure to do it. But sometimes (exactly in Math) it's little piece what I think it will be sufficient. No now.
That's a reason why I'm unhappy this quiet morning.
With seeing a long time to the end of the school I am happy, but the next day and until all will be, I won't. Maybe it's piece of me, piece of my fantasy to see somethings another than they are. I mean that something'll miss without prints. Two bad marks won't.
I decided to write in english, caused by trying if I could to express my feelings this way. It's not consideration about social topics, it's my consideration about me.
Last year I dependet on some mystic or magical things whats will solve all my problems.
Now I don't.
That't why I want to make it real good.
